so yeah, i forgot to rant about this one yesterday... ha, why am i intimidating? after hs, i've found out from so many different ppl that all these boys were intimidated by me, & oh hey, it's still going on. mike's friend said there was just something about me, laura's friend said that i 'seemed really nice' & that i 'sounded really funny' but that he was afraid to talk to me, i think every guy i've dated has cited me as intimidating... ha, what's the deal yo? seriously. i mean, i suppose it's better to have a sort of jerk repellent going on, or something, but still. i wonder how many good ppl were just too afraid to talk to me. laura reasons that when ppl see someone who seems to know what they're doing, & where they're going, other ppl r afraid of it. hence the intimidation. ahh yes, & then there's the sarcasm. ha, i'm a good person though... where's the gaul at? ha, why not talk to me. once again, young men everywhere are disappointing. ha...

this evening was splendid. went out with laura, then we met up with meghan & grace at pizza hut. it was just a good time. so far, i've actually rather liked being home, surprisingly enough.
quote of the night:
u guys hafta lick my stuff first-meghan

with the new yr creeping, i feel that i should say something motivational. since i had a bit of a motivational schpiel several days ago, i'm gonna leave this one to the lyrics of the baz lurhman song, "Everybody's Free to Wear Sunscreen" (words by Mary Schmich). i heard it driving home the other night & i was like hmm... it's been too long. read through it again kiddies, and take what u will...

Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

sometimes i'm like woo woo blog! yeah yeah! but within the past few days i haven't particularly felt like writing much...

well, i hope everyone's christmas was GRAND. mine was pleasant, indeed. grandma sported her almighty poinsetta christmas shoes, it was a holiday alright.

i want to go shopping. i haven't done so in ages, & now i have "gift cheques" to rock. perhaps monday? anyone wanna go out on monday? i'm working all day tomorrow :/ it's with cool ppl, but still... ugh

so what the h is going on for new yr's? i haven't made much of an effort to find out. now is the time for u all to hop to it & fight for the chance to spend it with urs truly. u know u want to ;) ya know what gets me about new yr's? it's supposed to be all happy new yr! *mwuh* i have never actually spent a new yr's celebration with a bf. perhaps i should make this a goal. it won't be as high up there as my wear a hoop skirt goal or anything like that, but yeah. ha...

ok... time out for cocoa
(ps, why do i seem to be the only one who calls it that? why do the rest of u fiends refer to it as 'hot chocolate'? same difference? i know, but still... sigh)

youre Skeeter, your krazy and funny and nice


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so i ask my brother, what is wrong with u?
aaand how does grandma respond?
he's gay. i keep telling u that he's gay, but nobody's listening to me.
oh grandma...

so tonight my dad made his traditional & never ending christmas eve dinner. he snapped at grandma cuz she wasn't hungry, & grandma left the table. mom made him apologize. oh what fun... dad also broke mom's clock opening the front door. mom yelled. christmas at our house is always awesome alright.

awh, my brother has declared that there is no santa... *lowers head* we all weep for the end of an era alright. sigh

i didn't ask for anything for christmas, so i have no idea what i shall be recieving in the morn'. i'm so not a gift person like that. my mom says that i think about realistic thing, not fun things. oh bother, i don't like to ask for things. if i didn't get anything, i'd survive. i really do like to get stuff for other ppl though. i wrapped my dad's christmas presents for my mom... hot damn was my wrapping job awesome, ha. i take care in my packages yo.

alright, have a fabulous fabulous christmas morning my christian friends!! happy holidays & shalom for the jews, ha. *mwuh*

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit.
--Albert Schweitzer

some things just aren't worth ur concerns my dears. as we prepare to enter the new year, i just keep trying to convince myself that worrying amounts to nothing, and to not be so responsible about things. hey you- you are the most important person for you. i know that this is a season of giving, & dude, i'm all up on that. i love that jazz, but seriously, this is a life lesson not everyone takes the time to learn. u have to do things for you, not necessarily just to make urself happy per se, but to do what is right for YOU. it is not a selfish act to do ur best to share ur true self with the world. if u r a giver, then hey, u'll still come off as a giver. no worries. & if not, well perhaps this will help you assess the things which you would like to change about urself. (i'm not trying to hop on that whole lucia contemplative train, but i was just thinking & i hadda slap myself back into the "real" world. i was at work all bloody day + some other things & just... gah) it's okay to root for your own team. why play the game if you're not out there to win? hmm? HMM? ha, no more water breaks yo

If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, 'thank you,' that would suffice.
- Meister Eckhart

ps josh groban is awesome

"In Long Island, a 57-year-old man who plays Santa Claus was arrested for allegedly selling marijuana. They suspected he was on pot, because instead of making a list and checking it twice, he just sat around and looked at his hand a lot."
HAPPY HOLIDAYS KIDDIES!! much love indeed =)

i wish i had a chalupa; i'm hungry. oh sigh.

i came on to see if there were any fudge recipes i fancied more than the one i already have... but no! i shall make my own mint fudge, & it shall be GLORIOUS!

ev- i used that chocolate picture when i made my old lady website, mandy's candy's, for my web development class. that's ironic though, that it deemed u the one thing u can't have. hmm... *twilight zone music enters, plays for 5 seconds, & begins to slowly fade out*

aaand scene *drops head*

so i was eatin' some chef boyardee, checkin' out some vh1 when it occurred to me that hey now, all the cool kids are putting out greatest hits albums & releasing a cover as their latest track. we-he-hell now... i know that i'm getting no doubt's collection for kreesmus, but sheryl crow, oh u... i hadn't even realized at first that this is indeed a cover, but it's cat stevens alright. nice song. check it:

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worse
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worse
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

YO FAITHFUL READERS! ha, u should all take a lesson from christopher. observe:
Your blog rocks it so hard that I cannot imagine any other blog even beginning to rock it nearly as hard as yours does. If I was to choose one blog as the rocking-est blog of them all by using a blog rock rating magic mirror, I have NO DOUBT that yours would be the most rocking-ful blog in the world.
-Chris

PS. Consider your blog commented
ha, a blog rock rating magic mirror... i'm not even sure if i entirely understand why a magic mirror would be of necessity to determine this, but score! he even used email! gee, thnx chris =)

so, ha, not to talk about underwear *again* but uh, i'm totally missing a bunch so either 1- i'm just stupid & neglected to actually pack properly, or 2- i've got a panty snatcher after me. now, personally, the scenarios seem equally likely. oh bother. but hey, now there's a valid excuse to purchase more MORE more when the semi annual rolls around *sigh* ha... i know, i know... i'm an addict, what do u want from me?

so, we got the tree up. decorated? heck no. but hey, it's up at least. & i didn't wrap or bake a thing today. tomorrow my dears, no fear. i feel as if i may make mint fudge & mix it up a bit. 'tis zany, i know. =P i'm an animal alright, what can i say?

alllllright... i'm hungry. time to unsuccessfully raid the kitchen once more. ow ow!!


You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.


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ha, i look at this & think gee, is it any coincidence that i'm cat's favorite candy? teehee

so i stayed home tonight, under the assumption that we'd decorate our christmas tree since oh hey, we got it earlier today...
dirty.
stinking.
lies.
my parents like to con me into being home.

love is stronger than pride ...hmm, of this, i hold reservations... thoughts?

vicky's semi annual sale is soon! ha, *so* excited... boy, do i love underwear. i don't entirely know why... but yeah. excitement. *shakes head* oh ur missing out alright

oh snap! ha, so i discovered last night that my brother can rap with eminem. "lose yourself"? dude, he is all up on it, doesn't even need it playing. check. it. out. ha, it's hot.

so oh hey, i'm back in jerzee aiight. ha, so far so good... the first day back, i didn't actually get home till 11pm... ha, so what did i do with my time? well gee, i stayed up till 5am watching the real world: las vegas marathon. ha, is this lame? lo siento.
i love how some of the cast members never really contribute much & they have to practically make up things for them so that they may have the center stage for an episode... like frank. iralan pissed me off... but arissa, i like arissa. all that cryin' & realization jazz... kudos to mtv for actually making me think awh, where r u now arissa? did u get out of the ghetto? tell me ya lost dario for good... oh sigh, it was amusing to get to actually check out some tele though, & awh, so many relatable girl emotion type issues... from the frustrations of a long distance relationship to having casual sex with ur roommates to having an alcoholic mother harassing ur friends... err, wait... perhaps it wasn't all relatable, ha, but ya know. i'm still wondering what the hype is about trishel. i never thought she was all that pretty, & she'd dumb as bricks. if this is what guys classify as gorgeous...? ay, i'm not left with much hope for our species. oh real world... i suppose good editing can inspire compassion
wow, ha, now that opening really shows that i'm home alright

got my christmas shopping done. woo woo. not like there was a crazy lot to take on, but still. i got my brother a present for 75 cents. i am an awesome shopper. it's some dragon thing that was supposed to be 13 dollars. i find it amusing that this results in an 11 yr old spending more on me than i on him. (dont worry, i'll throw in some candy... cuz we all know a kid like him needs more sugar.)

bleh, today i hadda work cuz OH they ambush me as soon as i get home. my boss actually greeted me with a big hug and a kiss.
...my boss is a woman.
...it was on the cheek.
...dirrty minds alright...
ha... oy. it was alright though, but i haven't been around it in a while, ha, that's essentially the only reason for that one. i had one customer congratulate me on not being a stupid cashier, & another woman ask me how i put up with it all when an old lady, with lipstick reaching far beyond the range of normal human lips, kept asking me where to find something which she in fact already had in her basket. oh sigh. those kooky old ladies will get ya every time.

awh, that same woman that questioned me has 3 kids who are all sick. she says her 5 yr old keeps asking why god has forgotten him. he apparently keeps praying to be well for christmas, but he's been sick for days & isnt getting any better. awh! *tear* little kids... they too, will get ya every time.

& as for tomorrow? wrapping presents, decorating, & baking. awww yeah. i heart baking. cookies + fudge. good stuff.

hmm... grandma hasn't said anything particularly amusing yet. she is sick. i'll hafta keep ya posted on that one...

WORD. & dude, u ppl should leave me comments. they r too few & far between... and they make me happy. ...sometimes even when they're insulting. heh...
yay.

dude, i barely even know zach & he finds a way to insult me. at late night he was all, nah, i love u *hug*... & now? *shakes head* now check out what he says when he thinks i'm not there...
zach: so what else did u do today?
kim: hmmm....i met a crack addict
kim: who just happens to be a whore
zach: you shouldn't talk about dana like that.
*gasp* & to think zach, i liked u... psha! psha indeed

col, i read ur confession... & i confess that the confession disgusts me. i see the logic behind it, but no man, just no.

jess is going to the czech republic next semester to study abroad. i drew her a really ghetto airplane ("some kinda airline, it's a good airline"), in outerspace, flying past the moon to take her there. abby laughed at me. then, she, kim, & i wrote up a witty little dialogue, & read it to miss jessica. she seemed genuinely pleased. yay! have a great trip jessicaaaa!! she may even meet the relatives i myself don't even know exist or not. score!

oy, home tomorrow... another semester behind me... how whacked is that? it feels so good though to have a major (& a minor or 2) & an actual sense of direction. *deep breath* for the most part, stuff is working out alright.

hope u had a good trip home ev!! ow ow!!

con law final tomorrow... i heard there r cookies involved. better make em good, beth. this is something i really don't feel like attending...

john, in alexis' dream, directed at michael jackson:
stop throwing bricks at my gf!

hurrah hurrah... so one paper & one final stand in my way at this point. i had a little meeting in the library with some lovely constitutional law ppl to talk about our paper jive. man, it's such a bs paper it's not even funny. gah, as much as we made it so much easier to write, and although i already have a draft... yeah, my motivation is SQUAT. oy vey!

i had a lovely extended lunch chat with miss alexis today. 'twas cool- thank u alexis! =) woo woo!!

ha, i give my friends underwear =P

awh, thanks so much for all the bday wishes kiddies!! here's a sampling of the more comical birthday lovin' i recieved throughout the day:

peachyjessica: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peachyjessica: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peachyjessica: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peachyjessica: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peachyjessica: 1
noel762: haha, awh, thank u for making that such an exclamatory notion, even equipped with the over excited 1 for the climactic finish
peachyjessica: yep!
peachyjessica: the 1 really adds emphasis, I think

RainbowR21: HAPPY 20TH GORGEOUS!
RainbowR21: You still have the ass of a 17 year old...BOOYEAH!
ha, that one got me to "lol" alright

O M1TCH O: is it really your birthday??
Auto response from noel762: special thanks to all who wished me birthday wishes... you guys rock yo ;-)
O M1TCH O: happy birthday!!
O M1TCH O: i guess i assumed it was july cuz your noel762
O M1TCH O: but then again there's no 62nd day of july
O M1TCH O: so there you go

thanks everyone! =) ha, it seems to be of no secret that i'm not exactly down with the whole turning 20 thing... sigh sigh sigh. i was speaking of this to dan today & he said, "i know, it's like after 21 i've got nothing to look forward to but losing my hair & a midlife crisis." oh sigh.
last night we went out for mexican, which was cool, cuz mexican food rocks! score! i also got a giant cookie/cake from mis padres, which was also cool. & i shared with abby, ev, kim, & jeremy, cuz awh, aren't i just a sweetheart? must be because being 20 rids u of all that built up teenage angst & aggression... u know how it is.

have a good trip home yvone!! i loves me some asian!! wahaha...

ya know what i don't love? liz phair. bleh. she was on conan, aaand she sucked. why liz, why?

haha, oh man... this fact courtesy of jared's away message:
NIAGARA FALLS, Ontario (AP) -- An 11-year-old Canadian boy is recovering in a hospital after he was trapped underneath a half-ton snowball.
Officials in Niagara Falls, Ontario, say the boy and his classmates at a Catholic elementary school were rolling the 5-foot-high snowball around the playground when he slipped.
The snowball rolled onto him, cutting off his oxygen. Officials say the school principal revived the boy by performing CPR.
The boy is expected to make a full recovery. Police are calling it "a freak accident."

gah, alright... theatre final tomorrow. peace out yo.

i remember the days when i was so eager to satisfy you
and be less then i was just to prove i could walk beside you
now that I've flown away i see you've chosen to stay behind me
and still you curse the day i decided to stay true to myself
"on the radio" -nelly furtado

as i finally made an effort to write my law paper, which is essentially bs anyway, zee jukebox hooked me up with some dylan. damn, i love that thing...

Positively 4th Street (1965)

You got a lotta nerve
To say you are my friend
When I was down
You just stood there grinning

You got a lotta nerve
To say you got a helping hand to lend
You just want to be on
The side that's winning

You say I let you down
You know it's not like that
If you're so hurt
Why then don't you show it

You say you lost your faith
But that's not where it's at
You had no faith to lose
And you know it

I know the reason
That you talk behind my back
I used to be among the crowd
You're in with

Do you take me for such a fool
To think I'd make contact
With the one who tries to hide
What he don't know to begin with

You see me on the street
You always act surprised
You say, "How are you?" "Good luck"
But you don't mean it

When you know as well as me
You'd rather see me paralyzed
Why don't you just come out once
And scream it

No, I do not feel that good
When I see the heartbreaks you embrace
If I was a master thief
Perhaps I'd rob them

And now I know you're dissatisfied
With your position and your place
Don't you understand
It's not my problem

I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
And just for that one moment
I could be you

Yes, I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
You'd know what a drag it is
To see you

oh hey motivation!
...motivation?
motivation, what's wrong?

GET UP OFF THE FLOOR MOTIVATION!!

they're sweet -kim. we'll leave it at that. dirrty.

oy, so today i handed in my paper for writing, & then peaced because that friggin' business final ate a mass chunk of my brain. i scored 72 bux for the book store... gah, half price for my law bible... getting raped by retail is such fun. where have my hundreds of dollars gone? oyyyy

watch ZOOLANDER this evening. oh how i heart that movie. there are tons of additional features on the good ol' dvd. they have a fake interview between ben stiller & derek zoolander:
derek: my first choice to play the part was actually will smith
ben: will smith is black
derek: do you have a problem with that?
i heart ben stiller. he is one funny man.

tomorrow's goals:
get up before 2
write my law paper
yep...

note that there are some changes to ma blog's template. it's called boredom/procrastination. woo woo!!

"shadowboxer" is a quality tune.

*knock knock* oh hey business final- BAMMMMM!!!!!!

kicked that final's ass, FOO!!

awww yeahhhh...

i'm my name's not discharge -me
i'm glad my name's not moist discharge -kim
& to think, we started out talking about liquidated contracts... well, i did

GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
*takes a deep breath*
i'm not much of the studyin' type... but i've been going over business law for hours.

hot damn, if there were math involved, u'd think i were asian!

dude, kelly clarkson... i love her in an i love mandy moore kinda way. she's just so darn cute & wholesome. & oh hey, she can actually sing. musicmatch jukebox has yet again, given me the hookup. here's today's random play:

LOW

Everybody’s talking
But they don’t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don’t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn’t want me
Sometimes you can’t go back
Buy why’d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never though it’d hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I’ve gotta go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscious
We both know that you can’t say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so…
So...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low...

see, she can have f' you lyrics with cuteness involved. oh miss clarkson...
(this message was brought to you by the art of procrastination)

GAHHHH BUSINESS LAW!!!!

i don't like when they show the black people -lil' miss kim. ha, it was in regards to "blind date"

oy vey... so tonight? incredibly boring. there was seriously NOTHING going on. is everyone that hardcore into finals? good god...

i did laundry today because i FELT like it. how sick is that? then i washed ALL of my dishes, some of which probably hadn't been scrubbed in weeks! what up yo! seriously now...

i think my stuffy nose is getting better *fingers crossed*

ever know someone in which everytime u read their away messages ur like oh man, what an ass? or something of the like? ha, r u worried that i'm talking about u? oh sigh...

ha, mike sent me this. it has some somewhat graphic animations and 'adult subject matter'. it's a whacked out psa of sorts, zany brits... but yeah, word up to the 7th day, it's all about the pronounciation of gonorrhea. heh, u'll understand if u go there...

man, i should go to bed. i suck. mad studying for business tomorrow :/ i'll be so glad when that's all over with... it's the only final i'm actually fretting. 40% of my grade! *gulp*

so i've posted the which sign should u be dating, but i *think* this one is different...

You should be dating a Gemini
21 May - 20 June
This mate is inquisitive, entertaining and
charming, liberal, broad-minded and youthful.
Though Gemini has a tendency to be impatient,
gossipy and sometimes irritable, this twin has
the ability to expresses his or her pent up
emotions during sex!


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haha, i love that last exclamatory notion... what a cheap way to end it, though they all end with some sort of bedroom esque comment. i'm apparently "extemely adventurous" yo. ha, & oy, gemini is the opposite of zee sag. 'tis a love/hate relationship, but a match indeed. yeah zodiac. such fun u bring... even if u r satanic.

ha, i almost forgot about this one... observe em & i prior to going out last eve:

Sugrhigh77: i don't even feel like showing my boobs
Sugrhigh77: this is terrible. i hate picking out clothes to wear out.
noel762: haha
noel762: oh boobs...
Sugrhigh77: yea, i'm partially showing them anyway
noel762: woo woo!
Sugrhigh77: just for kicks. cause i can't wear like a hard-core party dancing slut shirt
Sugrhigh77: so i'm going for an express shirt that let's me conservatively express my boobage
Sugrhigh77: i figure that works.
noel762: ahh yes, the conservative boobage... very popular with the modern day working woman
Sugrhigh77: whatever works, whatever works
hooray for breasts, no? ha, oy...

eek! last day of classes...

went out with emily, katie, & kim this eve... it was snowing, so i suppose that kept some of u fine folk indoors. ha, we went to 3 different places this evening, & i wasnt really woo woo about any of em. i'm on drugs though, so ya know, whatever.

there was hardly anyone at MIA, compared to the last time we saw them... ha, but the dancing drunk girls were there, of course. some middle aged man tried to dance with them. it was hot alright.

then we went to 'the doc party' or 'the spanish party'... ha, whatever ya wanna call it. it was alright. jeremy was extremely intoxicated, & kiehl kept petting hair. this one girl was so charming. she was talking with kiehl when i came over & she was like you were supposed to be in my spanish class! (ha, which i went to 2 classes of before dropping.) i remember thinking that you were gorgeous. then i saw u on ictv & i was like, 'that's that fucking gorgeous ass bitch from my spanish class!' awh! despite the vulgarity in that statement, how sweet is that?! direct quote yo. ha, she made my night.

did i already post/take this one? i don't remember & blogger won't let me check right now... oh bother...

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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man, i slept so much today... i do believe i shall do so some more... guess that's the way it goes when dreams are more enticing than the reality *sigh* my nose is stuffy, still...

** Warnings from Product Labels **

**On a Duraflame fireplace log:
"Caution - Risk of Fire."

** On a compact disc player:
"Do not use the Ultradisc 2000 as a projectile in a catapult."

** On a 35-mm camera:
"When operating the selector dial with your eye to the view-
finder, care should be taken not to put your finger in your
eye accidentally."

** On a propane blowtorch:
"Never use while sleeping."

** On an air conditioner:
"Avoid dropping air conditioners out of windows."

** On a vacuum cleaner:
"Do not use to pick up anything that is currently burning."

** On a mattress:
"Do not attempt to swallow."

** On a book of matches:
"Contents may catch fire."

** On a Batman costume:
"Warning: Cape does not enable user to fly."

** On a bottle of hair coloring:
"Do not use as an ice cream topping."
ha, oyyy...

so, did i do any work today? hmm... not so much. i skipped out on my last theatre class, got up around noon... oh, i declared my minor in politics, i guess that counts for something... then uh, i ate a half of a sandwich... took a small quiz for business (that test is gonna be an absolute beast!!), *takes a breath* uhm, then i ate the rest of the sandwich, saw voicestream (chop suey was awesome yo), came back here for a bit, went to late night & ran into 30 minutes folk who said they'd just been praised (ha), successfully managed to rip my earrings from my ear when coming my hair... & uh, i dunno... that's enough, i'd hope. yeah thursday.

oy, so tomorrow is zee last day of classes for the semester... that's insane. rachel, u r not alone in not wanting to go home for a month. i'm gonna scratch my eyes out before it's through. sigh.

so yeah, MIA tomorrow night... & apparent birthday fun on saturday. awh, everyone is so darn swell. i felt rather bleh today. kristin coerced me into eating wings in an attempt to stop my hands from shaking. *holds up hand* i'm not sure if that worked... but i guess i feel a bit better. oy.

so now i'm thinking about going to dc for spring of jr yr... i dunno man... i am so allover the place. i think i'm also gonna declare a minor in legal studies. why? because i am a sick freak. ha, i'm getting more for my money yo, cuz the price of this school is certainly not on clearance.

it seems that abby has been swayed into going away in the spring instead of the fall =) yay! a yr w/o abby would just not be a yr =(

ha, i suck. all day i was like boo hoo, i'm tired... & look at me, sitting here typing nonsense at nearly 3am... oh bother.

dude, join myspace.com so there's something else to do when i go there. it's like a friendster rip, but it works faster cuz not as many ppl r on it, & it's better. yep.

"I had a great Earth Day. I drove around with my muffler off, flicking butts out the window. Then I hit a deer. It's okay. I never hit a deer unless I intend to eat it." -Drew Carey

ugh, i don't like how they redid hotmail... just thought i'd share that.

"I wrote a song, but I can't read music so I don't know what it is. Every once in a while I'll be listening to the radio and I say, 'I think I might have written that.'" -Steven Wright
oh man! i sure hope i wrote otown's "liquid dreams"! woo wee!

did they tell u not to push the button? don't worry, here's ur chance

taped the last episode of backstage tonight... check it out tomorrow at 630 yo

ITHACAPPELLA was at dinner. good stuff. oh how i heart them so...

voicestream tomorrow... yeah acappella. rock on.

ha, check it, i just found this one. man, a guy getting kicked in the junk never ceases to be amusing.

& now for yet another email... fun fun
THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME OVER 50 YEARS TO LEARN: By Dave Barry

1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."

3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

5. You should not confuse your career with your life.

6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

7. Never lick a steak knife.

8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby.

11. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven. (ha, mine is the 17th yo!)

12. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

13. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person.

14. Your friends love you anyway.

15. Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a lone amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the Titanic.

16. Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

observe, the fixx-
One Thing Leads to Another

The deception with tact, just what are you trying to say?
You've got a blank face, which irritates
Communicate, pull out your party piece
you see dimensions in two
State your case with black or white
But when one little cross leads to shots, grit your teeth
You run for cover so discreet, why don't they:

Do what they say, say what you mean
One thing leads to another
You told me something wrong, I know I listen too long
But then one thing leads to another

The impression that you sell
Passes in and out like a scent
But the lung face that ynu see comes from living close
to your fears
If this is up then I'm up but you're running out of sight
You've seen your name on the walls
And when one little bump leads to shock miss a beat
You run for cover and there's heat, why don't they:

Do what they say, say what they mean
One thing leads to another
You told me something wrong, I know I listen too long
But then one thing leads to another.
One thing leads to another

Then it's easy to believe
Somebody's been lying to me
But when the wrong word goes in the right ear
I know why you've been lying to me
It's getting rough, off the cuff I've got to say enough's enough

Bigger the harder he falls
But when the wrong antidote is like a bulge on the throat
You run for cover in the heat why don't they

Do what they say, say what they mean
One thing leads to another
You told me something wrong, I know I listen too long
But then one thing leads to another
One thing leads to another (repeat)

It is hard enough to remember my opinions, without also remembering my reasons for them!--Friedrich Nietzsche

hmm.. i know that there were numerous things throughout the day which struck my fancy to write about, but who knows what they were. i shall speak through humorous quotes instead... or something like that.

"In an interview last night on ABC Diane Sawyer made Britney Spears cry. Diane Sawyer apologized saying, 'I'm sorry, but I thought you liked kissing old ladies.'"
-Craig Kilborn

& now for some crazy ass world news:
MOSCOW (Reuters) - For a Russian electricity company, pets are not just for Christmas -- they are for ransom. Russia's First Channel television reported Dalenergo, an electricity company in Russia's Far Eastern city Vladivostok, is so frustrated by customers who owe around $10 million that it has decided to confiscate their pets. "Let the father answer his daughter's question as to why her favorite cat has been taken away," Dalenergo Director Nikolai Tkachyov told First Channel. Dalenergo's parent, Unified Energy System (UES), disowned the pet-snatching plan. "Dalenergo will not take away Vladivostok residents' four-footed friends," it said in a statement.
ha, well then...

& a good ol' fashioned quiz to top it all off...

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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hmm... i wouldn't say i'm immature per se... but hot damn am i fun

As of November 17th, 422 American soldiers have been killed in Iraq, over 2,200 have been wounded and there are an average of 35 attacks on Americans every day, yet President Bush has not attended the funeral or memorial of a single American killed in action.
this is a petition calling on President Bush to honor our fallen soldiers and attend at least one funeral or memorial for our soldiers killed in Iraq & it only takes a few seconds to sign here

eek! a mouse was just spotted in the stairwell! bethanie wanted to bring it in & make it her pet, but we got it outside yo. oh the sounds of 5 girls shrieking... priceless

man, i slept through the sun today... & i've yet to start my paper which is due tomorrow. i suck.

ay, we had latin food for dinner for a t2 cultural sharing dinner & it was awesome. i love that kinda stuff. then some girls from orgullo latino taught us some dance moves. good times. i heart this building. no leftovers though =(

jeff mocking ben: I'm a slob and stupid and can't think. I can only punch things. Because I'm from New Hampshire.

random fact of the day: The first safety feature for an automobile was invented in 1908 by John O'Leary. He patented a large net, to be installed on the front fender, to scoop pedestrians out of the way before they could be run over.

& oh yes, we haven't done an email in a while... here's a rather fun one:

** How to Maintain a High Level of Insanity **

1) At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.

2) Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.

3) Insist that your e mail address is: god@h...

4) Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.

5) Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN."

6) Develop an unnatural fear of staplers.

7) Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.

8) In the memo field of all your checks, write "FOR SEXUAL FAVORS."

9) Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy."

10) Don't use any punctuation

11) As often as possible, skip rather than walk.

12) Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer.

13) Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."

14) Sing along at the opera.

15) Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.

16) Put mosquito netting around your cubicle. Play a tape of jungle sounds... all day.

17) Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.

18) Have your coworkers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Hard.

19) When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling, "Run for your lives, they're loose..."

20) Tell your children over dinner. "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."

shakespeare is usually good, but this play was buggin'-gangsta on 'pericles'

went to see 'the nutcracker' this evening. yeah lauryn!! ha, we sat in front of the front row on the floor. such bastards we are. we get there like 3 minutes before it's gonna start & go right to the front. psha. i do such awful things some times. ha, kim makes me. just look at how much of a bad influence she can be:

dead babies arent cute -me
well it depends on how long ago they died -kim

oy... it's not snowing anymore... i guess we got about 7 inches, way more back home! they're supposed to be getting 2 feet. zaniness.

& now for a quality 'just shoot me' moment from when cheri o'teri guest starred as maya's assistant:
cheri: oh, death came by for u.
maya: death came by?
c: mhmm
m: death came by? r u sure it wasn't BETH
c: coulda been
m: well was it a short redhead or a tall guy with a sickle?
c: ...it was beth

abby, ev, kim, & i decided that we should make an application for new potential guy friends. this is because yeah, boys r stupid. we brainstormed some questions to try & weed those who are even more stupid than average out. gah. ha, why do u make us even think up such things in the first place? ha, don't worry boys, i'll keep ya posted ;)
but ya know, feel free to try & win us over in the meantime.
i mean, ev *is* asian...
ha, oy

we played india. *teeheehee*

hmm... & oh yes, I HEART ITHACAPPELLA!

awh, jeanie came back from going out with some boy she likes & she was so cute! all smiles & clearly on a cloud. it's easy to forget things like that... those charming beginnings. a message to the boys out there- u guys had best work on restoring some order to things. there r a lotta chicks saying that ur all a bunch of assholes. come on now, prove me wrong. that'd be a pleasant surprise yo... ha, cuz i kinda tend to agree... in fact, i say ur stupid often. how bout ya work on that? *pats back* k?

fantastic.

& a gem from will & grace: u offered to buy me a drink, then u made me feel guilty & horrible about myself... that's a date

gah... presentation in several hours... gah gah gah

hot dogs love pepsi, pepsi loves hot dogs.
now who thought of that ad? oy

man, i LOVE scrubs. it's one of the only shows worth watching, & it makes me actually laugh aloud. yeah scrubs, rock on.

& now, let us review ben being a douche once more:
BenNRoxie: ithacapella is lame
BenNRoxie: and you've seen them a million times
BenNRoxie: you perplex me
noel762: well u can have a cd that u listen to a million times & still like it
noel762: same concept
BenNRoxie: sorta, except that i don't listen to ithacapella
noel762: & i do
noel762: & they're awesome. u just don't appreciate that type of music
noel762: cuz there r no drums
BenNRoxie: what perplexes me though is that, while it is normal for girls to be talent whores and want to fuck guys the second they look at a musical instrument or open their mouths to sing, you choose the nerdy bizarre ones
BenNRoxie: i appreciate acapella
BenNRoxie: not a fan of bad pop songs
noel762: haha
noel762: i do choose them in a rather offbeat sort of way, i can't really deny that one
BenNRoxie: but can't you just be normal and go fuck the drummer for some punk band please?
noel762: i'm not so sure i'd go for the drummer
noel762: with all do respect
BenNRoxie: we've been over this, the drummer is the good one because he doesn't have ego problems
BenNRoxie: at least not compared to the guitarist
noel762: i'm sorry ben, but i heart guitars

oy, i just got the biggest brownie ever. good times.

gah!! i don't feel like doing anything at all right now... & if not for my stupid law project than i wouldn't have to... oh sigh. sigh sigh sigh.

so according to my sources... voicestream may be opening for ithacappella on friday. that'd be hot yo. that'd be hot indeed.

oy, this was a weird evening for IM yo... talked to a couple of ppl i hadnt talked to in ages. i dunno man.

i have a whole in my shirt. it's above my left breast. i had another shirt on over it today though. sorry u missed it.

You are an individual,go you! You think for
yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts
and short skirts to get the attention you
want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to
let people know.That where the cutting comes
in.You're not one of thoes people who need to
be labeled and you dont have a group.You're
just you.


What clique do you belong in?
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ha... check out the one that says ur a whore. that's terrif

& so mmjb says i like manic street preachers.

ocean spray

It's easy to see, it's easy to see
To see only white where colour should be
It's easy to feel, it's easy to feel
But it's not good enough, even though it's real

Oh please stay away
And then we can drink some Ocean Spray
Oh please stay away
And then we can drink some Ocean Spray

It's easy to breathe, it's easy to grieve
To breathe only air where life should be
It's easy to laugh, it's easy to cry
To cry so so hard that it can't be denied

Oh please stay awake
And then we can drink some Ocean Spray
Oh please stay awake
And then we can drink some Ocean Spray

random overheard QOD:
no to that idea, i'm not gonna be in a relationship with a woman for one year just see what it's like

sooo i just did my good ol' presentation for A&A. uhm, rushed much? wth... oy, & what sort of vcr doesn't let u see the good ol' tracking time? whatever, i'll still get an A. ha, she likes A's. & now i'm officially done with work for that class =) i was also blatantly sexist, so that was fun. in 3 out of the 4 shows, including both of those from present day, the woman was first shown in the kitchen, so that's cool, i said. gah, i mean, i was being sarcastic... but the guys laughed all too hard. ha, i'm a terrible girl.

You're mostly evil. You're evil most of the
time, but ever once in a while you're good...
for the right person. ;)

Click here
to become an evil vampire!


*How evil are you?*
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wth is that link about? i didn't click it yo. apparently i'm evil enough...

hmm... so, my alarm clock still hasn't come in the mail. not cool. but ya know what is cool? ITHACAPPELLA IS HAVING A FREE HOLIDAY CONCERT ON FRIDAY!! woo woo!! good stuff

gah, our presentation for law is now friday instead of monday... that's not so cool either. i mean, after that, outside of the final, i'll be done with that class, too. shazaam aiight. ha... yeah, i dunno

r ya lactating? i dunno why i keep saying/asking that

where is my blue eyeliner?! i mean, i'm not from 1987, but gah!!

ook... i've got some writing to work on. & ps in case u haven't gathered, i'm in a way better mood. despite the snow, despite the ice... ithaca makes me smile. well, most of the time. but yeah, PAYCE!!

in my horoscope: Dreaming is good; isolating yourself from reality is bad.

gah! i need to take a time out for this one. i think perhaps sheila's away message best captures the mood of the morning:
Hi, I'm Beth Harris, Politics Professor at IC. Here students, learn 25 cases and 7 articles for your quiz the morning you return from break. And remember you have an article to read for class that day as well. Let's see what should I put on the quiz. How about only 4 questions on cases and the rest on the article they should read for class.
WHO DOES THAT? Blecho to that quiz. :-P A for effort!!! :-)
seriously. that was not cool yo.

ay! ya know what else isn't cool? FORGETTING UR ALARM CLOCK AT HOME. oh yeah. thanks to abby & ev for making sure i got up this morning. oy, i had an hour to get ready instead of 10 minutes. i didn't know what to do with myself.

no more classes for today...
& yet the mad work persists.
OOF.