ya know what sucks? waking up & realizing that ur already in a bad mood. *slams head into wall* ayyy... dios mio

i had some weird ass dreams last night. in one, sarah kept insisting that she was dead, but i kept telling her that if she were dead we wouldn't b able to see her or touch her. i dunno, i remember getting really upset about it in the dream. perhaps this added to the craptastic emotions thus far, thinking that one of my closest friends was dead. sexcellent. there was also some weird revolving glass door that made some ppl look like soda bottles when they were on the other side. my grandpa was there & he was helping to judge who looked like a soda bottle cuz a person's presence effected the glass like oil on water. there were also 2 attractive young females who came through the door holding babies, who i had assumed to be theirs, smiling warmly. after everyone came in we all went into some large room which was previously unseen to watch some play. first it took a while for them to turn down the lights, but then the curtain of the stage had a bizarre wind going on & was blowing up so that we could see the cast all standing there in greek esque costumes. i don't remember much more of it than that but uh, yeah?

...ok, time for work, most unfortunately. i need a hug.