rah! yeah, so i'm in a fantastic mood again. i really wish i could like, bottle my happiness & give it to others as gifts. man, that'd b sweet AND economical. so wow, i'm so behind. let us tackle the wked...

syracuse. that's where we b. alexis, emily, marina, & i stayed with alexis's brother friday night. his gf's cool. she made some lovely pasta which emily didn't eat cuz omg she doesn't like pasta. i seriously didn't realize such people existed. oy. we went to a photo show & saw her brother's comedy show. i do believe the best line was, "it says, 'i had unprotected sex last night with your mom and dad.'" i have no idea. sometimes it got a bit too vulgar for my liking. we got to go to dunkin donuts & drink a lotta snapple, ow ow!! dude, gas in ny is ridic- in jersey not only is it cheaper, but there's no chance of blowing urself up. excellent.

last night when we got back we just hung around. i never liked just hanging around until school. i suppose it's cuz i'm so busy most of the time that just sitting around & talking is all i can muster up the motivation to do, though i really do enjoy it.

my horoscope was kinda odd today, well, it's for the wk actually: ...they might discover that the giggly comic with the whimsical and philosophical sense of humor can turn into a person capable of real passion, too much passion for that matter, which could be unnerving... ha, swell.

i feel like a lot happened, & yet i haven't much to say...

oh yeah, then there was thursday. cleavage was the talk alright. steve started calling me cleave, then jer asked, "why r u calling her cleave?" & we laughed at him. silly jer. he just didn't get it. we watched some alien movie in tony's room. resurrection... was it...? ha, i dunno, i had never seen any of the alien movies. steve kept calling me a chatty cathy to which i responded that i could do whatever i wanted because i was the only one in the room with breasts. adam said that i did indeed have a point, tony concurred.

yeah, i don't think i had ever had my cleavage b such the talk b4, well ya know, aside from my ranting about it now. it's just so funny how guys r so perplexed by it, & the way that they totally don't seem to acknowledge that we can see when they sneak a peek. ha, i really do find it amusing. jer & tony argued that girls wouldn't wear such clothes if they didn't want guys to look. ok guys, when i get dressed, my deciding factor is not based on how many looks my breasts can score for the day. but yeah, i totally knew. i'll admit to that. if girls say that they have no idea, they're totally lying. just like they're lying about looking down chick's shirts. they totally do. I LOOK AT CLEAVAGE, U GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT? ha, alright, that was totally for the young men to revel in.

i'll stop now.

emily = apparently emily & i find too much joy in discussing things such as the ungodly span of west milford. i dunno. she's sarcastic as well, so that's fun. emily eats food based on texture. though i understand this, i really don't, cuz man i love food. she always thinks that my hair is really red, no matter what i do to it.

marina = marina is another one of my closest friends here at school. one time, we passed a cup like u would not believe. word. marina comes off as pleasant and aesthetically pleasing, which she is. she made me a mix cd with ludicris, guster, & lisa loeb... what a fanstasical span. yep, she's a keeper, ha.

steve = steve-dave. steve used to have fun curly hair, then he cut it. yeah, way to go buddy. ha, he's really really bad at hiding his checking girls out. steve told me that i have nice breasts. oh that steve, such a way with words...

i'm sorry, i'll stop talking about breasts at some point. haha! actually i won't.

jer = jer has a radio show i've never listened to. he's very into his music & has turn tables in his room. he told me about them one time. yep. everyone thinks jer is a nice guy. ha, i'm not saying that as if he isn't. his hair was green about a wk ago. jer always accuses me of being a cokehead. yep, that's our thing alright.

tony = tony completes my close friend circle. we bust on him cuz hey, he's a guy. tony & i share a terribly inappropriate sense of humor. he hopes that if he ever goes bald, he looks as good as patrick stewart. actually, tony wishes for a lot of things. like to b a hobo, with a hobo spear. sometimes it's best to just smile and nod. ha, tony is a good kid despite his lsd like aspirations.

adam = adam is tony's roommate. he has an excellent playlist representing quality 90s alternative rock. adam was on teen jeopardy with chauko george, but he doesn't like to talk about it. actually, there are a lot of things i don't really anticipate adam wanting to talk about. he's terribly quick witted though. i definitely think adam is a funny guy, though i sometimes fear he wants to murder me because i "can't control the volume of my voice". oh adam.