and so i am home... hmm. it's a rather bizarre feeling knowing that i'm not just gonna be peacing out again in a couple days. it also makes me realize just how different i feel. oof.

i want a new job. i'm mucho tired of the craft story. yes, it's nice to have something to come home to, but i haven't exactly heard rave reviews lately. if only my car worked =( this would make the hunt easier, i feel. i think i may apply to be a substitute teacher. some folks back at school were talking about it, & it's a relatively easy way to score some cash. i'd want to do little kids though. not crazy little, but high schoolers are bitches. oh sigh.

cat & i went to visit her sister's new apartment today. totally got lost on the way home. score. oh, & then it was raining in a mad beastly way. that's always fun. high pressure driving, but other than that, a good time.

for those of you who do not blog, i shall tell u that they redid the site in a big way. i do believe i shall spruce up the old blog in the days to come. surely boredom will enter the picture at some pt since most of u home folks seem to still be partaking in schooling. oy.

gahhh i don't feel like looking for a job. i've had the same one forever. rahhhh. ha, i cant make enough sounds.

i always stay up so late. what is with my body? my family probably thinks i'm crazy.

though we all are, a little crazy, that is.

a part of me wishes i were going away next semester. not really to LA though, iii dunno. i'm really psyched for DC, minus my paranoia that i wont get into the program. i'd like to be doing it in the fall in a way, just cuz i want something totally different. i dunno, i'm not crazy looking fwd to next semester at this pt in time, i must confess. 18 credits? ehh. we shall see i suppose. but this way, i may do LA sr yr, in which case i'd be there with col. whoah ho ho. we shall see i suppose. my head tends to jump to 15 places at once... perhaps it was the rain.