i want an 11 year old penis -cortney

& so the break begins... seeing everyone packing up to go home makes me kinda awh... cuz hey, that ain't where i'm going. i'm excited for our trip, but kinda weary about the many many hours on the road... oh sigh. & then i remembered that there will most likely be portojohns on the site. ha.

dude... this semester is half over. what the fuck, where is the time going? i'm still not entirely sure of living arrangements for next year, nor do i know when and where i'm interning. juniors man... gonna be a junior. that is so beyond f'd.

ay, there is talk at home of visits. i told cat that it's odd to bring ppl into my alter ego lifestyle, but i don't think she entirely understands. life is just different here. i am different here. things are immensely different from even the last year spent here. sarah made a comment earlier that reminded me of just how true this is. ugh.
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
& so this holds true... however, easier said than done. oof